The Joy Of Healing

You left me so scathed,
And so perfectly!
beyond my imagination!
That it bleeds still,
With the very same intensity,
It once did.

My vulnerability was rewarded well!
And so was my innocence.

I have to live rest of my life,
like this,
smothered;
withered;
and,
scathed !

You never understood,
how much the unsaid goodbye,
haunted me for months !

Thank You for all the pain.
Because without you I might have never known,
The Joy Of Healing !!

She was the storm
who broke his silence
and made beauty out of his chaos.

But, he preferred the breeze
to comfort him and bury his laments.

She was the wave crashing against the cliff
who asked him to tackle a mountain full of his thoughts.

But he preferred the floating river
that carried his sorrowful vents.

She was the thunderstorm,
Who could keep him awake at nights
and talk about the universe that he hid within himself.

But he preferred the lullaby that hushed him to sleep.

When she was around him,
He could think nothing of her but an ordinary soul.

Now that he reads about her
From the lips of strangers
He either realise what he has lost
or what he could have gained.

#LoveLetter

My dearest Valentine to-be,

I am indeed honoured to be called your wife, the other half of a man of passion, strength, emotions, wisdom, virtue, character, respect and most importantly LOVE. Things in life were never easy, but with you by my side, I know, how much strength is instilled within me to cross any ocean or to go through any depths. Love comes so easily when it is with you. With no specific demands you allowed me to live a life of my dreams and to soar high in the sky. What else would I need from this life? You are a strong backbone at every single step of mine; you have been there with me through all the odds and worst, in my thickest and thinnest. With you I have traveled and discovered this whole world, not only outwardly, but within and you know it nicely, I would love to do that again and again. You have taught me to stay strong, and together we can win this world with our righteousness. You accepted me the way I was, with all those scary scars and unworthy past. That’s the reason why you hold a lovely and very special place in my heart. Loving you and trusting you were never hard, it came intensely, naturally and effortlessly. You are the very reason that I love to get up from bed every morning. Your tenderness has washed away my every insecurity, which once held every part of mine. You know it well how to flatter and to pamper me, well if you lacked these qualities I guess things would have been different then. I never had a thought of life like this. Life.....a bundle of feelings and words.....words, coincidences’, meetings, love, agony, strive, pain and togetherness, like an ocean with all those ebbs and tides, may be hard to understand at times, but always beautiful in the end. Even if I try my best to define it in simplest words possible, I know I won’t be able to do that. My life now is complete with you, and our lovely daughters. I had never wished for anything more from this life! You always leave me in amazement to this fact that, how nicely do you know when to control me and to set me free. And you perfectly know how to surf waves of ocean in my heart. You have filled all the gaps that were within me, in my heart and soul. Through you I now know that the amount of love and respect that I have to give to this world, I do deserve to receive it back.

Life would have never been so beautiful and guilt free, because it was you who taught me that loving somebody else selflessly was never self harming in the end. You are the only ocean that I would love to swim without fearing of getting drowned.

God has blessed my withered soul his divinity through your presence in my life and I know like a magic it’s going to stay forever like this, till eternity’s extremities. I LOVE YOU.

Yours loving,

Valentine to-be.

THIS SONG TO LOVE OF MY LIFE:-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94tY8gVK4xM

This Moon Tonight Is Shinning So Bright;
And Clock On The Wall Ticks Away This Life;

Reminds Me I Shall Fade Away Someday;
Leaving Behind Everything That I Call Mine;

But This Moon...
Shall Shimmer Bright.....
Till Eternity........

~Aarzoo

Ulfat bhari un hawaaon mein;
Chahat bhari un nigaahon mein;
Manzar usi ka tha chaya;
Naa smjhe zamana saara;
Nasamjh wo khud se bhi haara;
Arzoo uske man ki,
Ab talak koi bhi naa jaan paaya....

Musaafir tha wo,
Chalta hi chala gaya;
Manchala tha wo,
Udta hi chala gaya;
Har kaafilo k sang,
Ek kalma wo bhi likhta hi chala gaya....

Manzil thi uski bhi laapata;
Na ghar Na theekana raha,
Phir bhi,
Apni zidd par ade use aage,
Badhte hi jaana tha..
Chalte hi jaana tha...

Azaad hone ki chaah mein usne,
Kai afsaano ko chodaa;
Azaad hone ki aas me usne,
Kai paymaano ko bhi todaa;
Kai Khubsurat Nazaro ko piche chodd,
Wo aage badhta hi chala gaya...

Aaj bhi hai wo thaka haara,
Magar umeedo se na tha maara,
Manzil ki chaah mein,
Aage badhta hi chala gaya....
Badhta hi chala gayaa...
Bas badhta hi chala gaya......."

~ Arzoo, A Phoenix !!
#SheWrites

He's More Myself,
Than I am.
Whatever Our Souls Are Made Of;
His & Mine Are The Same. 

All that makes you;
fragile and fierce,
and,
clever and powerful,
and,
wounded and creative,
and,
layered and thoughtful,
and,
moody and spiritual,
and,
wild and damaged;

Can be described In,
A Single Word;
"LOVELY"

Love

They See Her Happy;
The Rawness Of Her Soul,
Exposed Her Fidelity,
Towards The Unknown;
Towards The Life;
And,
Towards Him...
For,
She Could Never,
Think Of Anybody Else.
The Thought Of Other,
Had Already Subdued,
From The Very Moment,
She Had Seen His Eyes...

Because,

When She Saw His Eyes,
She Felt Love & Pain,
When She Felt Both,
At The Same Time,
A......A Paradox;
She Witnessed God.
When She Witnessed God.
She Confronted,
That,
That Moment Was Blessing On Her,
And,
Trust Me If You Can,

A Moment Was Enough,
A Simple Majestic Moment,
She Knew,
She Lived Her Life In That.
Waiting For Nothing Else.

Because,
Somethings Never Change...
Because,
Seasons Have Stopped Changing,
In Her Heart...

‪#‎MyMysticThoughts‬
‪#‎2AMConfessions‬

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